never meant to be?

Watching: Grey's S4
Listening to: The Fray- Look After You
Wanting: A feline friend to fill the absence


i was blinded by love
when even a blind man could see
now the picture is left with one dove
we were never meant to be "we"

the fissures seem narrow
but the crevices runs deep
we may seem devoid of sorrow
but everyday i cry in my sleep

we clocked in much time
but the relationship remains broken
cure calls for friends and wine
but the pain is left unspoken

Working to bring christmas cheer to the orphans :)

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Jus apulkat, Avocado juice

In most Indonesian restaurants, they would serve an avocado drink, called Jus apulkat. I missed it so much, that I decided to do some research and try to make it. I didn't follow the recipe specifically, because everyone has their own way of doing it. So I did it MY WAY. woot woot

Makes about 2 tall glasses.

You'll need:

5 tablespoon of water

5 tablespoon of sugar

2 avocados

Hershley Chocolate Syrup

1 1/2 cup of milk.

Instructions:

First, scoop up the meat of the avocado, get rid of the skin and the seed.

Second, heat up a saucepan and melt the sugar and water together.

Put the avocado and the sugar syrup together in a blended and add 1/2 cup of milk

Add some ice, and blend the ingredients till you get a thick mixture.

Create chocolate milk by adding the Hershley chocolate syrup and milk together, or just buy chocolate milk.

In your glass, pour half of the avocado mixture at the bottom of the glass, and fill the other half of the glass with the chocolate milk.

Squeeze in some Hershley Syrup on top. and voila. AWESOMENESS in a glass.

I know it sounds weird. but it's really good.

Bloody hormones.

Cold frosted windowsill greeted me, as I woke up today.

Dried tears molded my face, reminding me of my midnight nightmares that has become my reality.

I think of her, always, I keep her in my heart.

I never thought that we'd ever be apart.

The few minutes we'd talk, her annoying giggle that I miss so much. And I start to wonder, will we grow apart?

When she sees me at the airport, will she know whom I've become? Will she still love me, the way she used to? Or will there be awkward silences in our conversations? Uneasiness in our presence.

How far will you go to keep your loved ones near?

Bijou @ Mont Kiara

Bijou
by the Bijoux Company
Ground floor, Damai sari,
Mont Kiara Damai,
3 Jalan Kiara 2, Mont Kiara,
50480 Kuala Lumpur.

Tel: 03-6201 2131
click here to website







This quaint restaurant in Mont Kiara is nice and quiet. I love it that it's not crowded, that they have delicious beef wagyu, and not-so-bad roast duck.

Good Morning KL

The short season of WTFs came and went. Soon it'll be the end of 3 alphabet plate numbers and all you car ethusiasts will look forward to getting customized and maybe personalized combinations of alphabets and numbers. Let it be Perodua's daily prayer that Alza be their saving grace. And my daily prayer for dilution of KL traffic, as well as that of the neighbouring sattelite city. Upshore sentiments for a bullish market for a rise in my future husband's EPF, whoever he may be bless his kind soul, to cushion the effect of paying the penalty of breaking my contract with my sponsor? That too.

Over and out,
S4SSY.

Fish Head Noodles

Before this I have only heard of fish head curry and the first time they mentioned fish head noodles to be I couldn't imagine how it could taste nice *gulps* Yeah, but they said that there was this place opposite where we were, Summit USJ, that sells the best fish head noodles in town. The stall was even featured in papers like The Star. So we went and I ordered the Tomyam seafood noodles, which costs only RM6.50. Didn't dare try fish head noodles because it sounded oily but when steaming bowls of it came it looked yummy! The meehoon is almost like glass noodle and abit stringy and wavy. The fish bits came fried and crispy. All that for about RM5 a bowl.
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tender fried chicken @ Restoran A Hassan

They have outlets at USJ Taipan, Puchong, Cheras, Taman Desa, Kampung Baru and Awan Besar R&R. The chicken is good, yep yep. Tastes abit like the Indonesian Ayam Pop, but this version is fried. The one I went to was the one in Cheras. Everything else we ordered turned out to be very tasty. Would definitely visit the other locations!

how's your lazy sunday?

Im sitting here on the sofa with my lappie propped up on mom's taller-than-average teak coffee table. Mayer softly croons from the kitchen and I am with one hand in the bowl of fresh-cut persimmon, guava and Singo pear. A few windows and more tabs are fully loaded ready for reading. There seems to be alot to read but alot of them are shit. No use reading politics about a country that seems to be giving away tunships as easily as datukships. Wrecks nerves and blows the mind how Jeanne ever got a tunship; because, she was first lady only 3 years with no contribution whatsoever to the country worthy of mention. We're still trying to justify Pak Lah's, what more hers. Fashion blogs used appeal to my sentiments, but not anymore. Browsing half a page of Tenseventeen, Knightcat or even The Sartorialist would eke a yawn and a scratch on the bum. With every closed tab I heave a tiny sigh. Even my favourite Torrent site mysteriously vanished, and that earned a curse from pursed lips. Oh well, enough of maudlin stories. You can stop crying for me now. I'm going to go talk to Mojo now. Maybe clean his cage abit and give him a yogurt drop as a treat.

For the love of free food.

Every Thursday, the Wesley Foundation (a church) would organize a free lunch for the students in WMU. After hearing about this place for ages, I decided to try it out for the first time. What can I say? YUMMY....ahhh...god bless their kind soul.

But as usual, everything comes with a catch, in order to get the tasty free food, you have to listen to a 10 minute lecture/preach. This week's topic is on Thanksgiving, so all the talk about the pilgrims and the natives celebrating their peace with a feast.

The food? Corn, Mash potato, a slice of turkey and a choice of apple pie or pumpkin pie. Apple cider as a thirst quencher....

A host would come and join you at your table and exchange pleasantries. My host was from Russia, and he is majoring theology; which is the study or religion and God. The irony, back in his country, he was a Lawyer. hahaha. I dont know why I find this funny

Would I go again? YES PLEASE.

Marry me.

New moon came out on 20th November 2009, 12.01 am. Yup. Midnight. Booked my tickets about 2 months before the movie got released. The theater was filled with estrogen, girls and women gathered with their "team edward" and "team jacob" t-shirts. Me and my girls went 3 hours before the movie started, we needed to line up to get good seats.

Thats one thing about America, it's different from Malaysia in the sense that it's free sitting. So if you're unlucky, you get sucky seats. you cant pick your seats.

So I went early, got awesome seats...because we were first in line for that specific room. Long line though. Screaming girls and VERY LITTLE guys. most of them came because their girlfriends drag them.

the movie?

AWESOME. Taylor Lautner who plays Jacob Black was a really good actor. He managed to portray his emotions for Bella very clearly. Edward? plain hotness, topless men hopping around. ORgasmic....but i wished they showed more on the pack of wolves talking to each other in their native language and maybe show more on the Volturi, it would have been fun to watch.

I, personally enjoyed it....but i think some may beg to differ. Even so, New Moon's marketing strategy was awesome. Highest number of pre-sale tickets in history, so far.

Have fun watching. Marry me Edward Cullen.

Nasi Lemak @ Village park

Village Park
5, Jalan SS21/37,
Damansara Utama,
47400 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor

One of the best nasi lemak berempah near the office vicinity and I love itttt. Rm 2.80 for nasi lemak biasa. Rm 6.80 for nasi lemak ayam. They have nice fat round begedils (fried mashed potato mixed with chicken bits). Kuihs there are good too. I like the kuih keria, about 90 sen for one.
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CB ICE BLENDED GOODNESS

Saw these on the breakfast counter one morning.
Love in pretty tins.
With a whisk to mix all the tlc.
Would make the best christmas gift wouldn't it!

Coffee Bean's the way to go ;)

because you crept into my past

When tail lights flare red one is expected to hit the brakes; because this expectation comes with a fatal threat, it is simply common sense. Today I drove over a hundred miles per hour and with conscious intent my thoughts were led astray by emotional distress. When I saw the tail lights of the car in front of me turn bright, there was little hesitation before I slammed the accelerator. This way of doing things, the arrest of movement fails to keep one safe. My body jerks forward and my life flashes before my eyes. I see the ones I love who are in my present and most importantly, the ones already in my past. I see him, her and them. I guess the fastest way to cure the longing is also the fastest way to die.

Escapism

when a part of you is taken away
You fail to function
When you are without lungs
You cant breathe
When you are without a brain
You can't think
When you are without limbs
You can't move

What happens when you are without your everything
when everything is taken from you at once
You are ripped and torn apart
You are reduced to nothing

Right now
I can't move
I can't think
I can't breathe

Please grant me escapism.




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Split screen Sadness

"I called,because,I just
Need to feel you on the line
Don’t hang up this time
And I know it was me who called it over but
I still wish you'd fought me ‘til Your dying day
Don’t let me get away

Cause I can’t wait to figure out what’s wrong with me
So I can say 'this is the way that I used to be
There’s no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
two wrongs make it all alright tonight
Split screen sadness"

by John Mayer.

i miss you